"Prayer, contemplation, infused: an infused supernatural gift, that originates completely outside of our will or ability in God, by which a person becomes freely absorbed in God producing a real awareness, desire and love for Him. This often gentle or delightful encounter can yield special insights into things of the spirit and results in a deeper and tangible desire to love God and neighbor in thought, word and deed. It is important to note that infused contemplation is a state that can be prepared for, but cannot in any way be produced by the will or desire of a person through methods or ascetical practices (Author)." Navigating the Interior Life, Daniel Burke
Before this dark night descended upon me, this state of infused contemplation was a fairly regular occurrence. "Delightful" is certainly a good word to describe it. I will admit I have missed these times, so when yesterday morning I found myself quite unexpectedly in this contemplation I felt as though I were glowing. These rare moments seem to come only when I am un-self-conscious and have for a brief moment abandoned myself to Divine Providence. "I Want to Be Home" is a result of this brief time spent in infused contemplation, and is a very poor representation of what I actually thought /felt for that moment. Words are unable to express such things with any precision.
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