Have you ever opened yourself in love to another, completely exposing your heart - offering your vulnerability, and been rejected?
Within a second, it occurred to me: Yes, Lord, you have been here. And how many times have you opened your heart to me, and I have rejected you? How many times a day do you open your heart to the world, and how many times are you rejected, scorned, spat-upon, ridiculed? And yet, you respond with Love.
I'm not a fan of the 2am awakening, but when the Lord reminds me to love others as He has loved me - when He reminds me that I need to keep focused on Him, following his footsteps as He carries His cross and I shoulder my very small one - then, I feel blessed to have been awakened from sound slumber. Blessed and so very unworthy. Blessed and completely unequipped for the task at hand. Blessed and so very thankful.
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